Um mm....

I have never blogged before, so this is all very new. I'm just going to jump straight into it...

I'm having a hard time at College, i have so much work to do and so little time that i am really struggling to keep on top of everything. Not only that but the people i thought were my friends, aren't really friends. I've come to the conclusion that I'm only included when I'm needed, when there's Homework to do and they don't understand, the first person they ask is me. Its always me.

I've always been shy and quite, so to make friends within a two weeks of starting College i saw a big step forwards into building up my confidence, now i can feel it slowly declining and i don't know what to do. Do i say something? or do i just put up with it and appreciate the fact that i am not a loner who wonders around with no friends? Its not that i mind being asked to explain stuff, but its like they don't realise that I'm struggling too.

Me and my sister aren't getting along well either. I mean sometimes we do sometimes we don't, as far as i know that a normal sister-sister relationship, but i just don't like the way she acts, she thinks she so grown up when really she comes across as a bratty five year old.

I feel better writing all that down lol.

And i just finished reading the lovely bones and i loved it so i would defiantly recommend reading it, even if you don't believe in afterlife like me.

Han x